Well, it's finally here!! Yes, it's Fall Break. :D And it feels soooooooo good being home! I've already seen most of my super special awesomely epic friends, and I have one of my friends from school here with me. :) It's nice to finally take a break, be with my family, see my friends, and go to my home church. It is amazing how wonderful it feels to sleep in my own bed in my own house. I love getting to eat real food again!!! :D
But.....
I do miss my college friends. I miss the insane randomness that I get during the day from quite a few of my friends. I miss the beautiful campus of Bryan College. I miss the atmosphere. (I don't really miss the cafeteria food all that much though lolz.) I miss the quality time I get with my friends on campus and the fun times we have, especially on the weekends. I miss a few of my classes, like my music classes and my Christian Worldview class. I have become quite attached to my college family at Bryan.
So each place that I'm in, I'm in a win/lose situation. At Bryan, I'm with my college family and I miss my family and friends here, but when I'm here, I'm with my family and friends and miss my college family. That's life I guess. :P
And you know what else? It pains me to know that I'm leaving on Sunday. I want to see my college family again, I really do, but there are things here that I just don't want to leave. I don't want to leave my youth group again. I kind of don't want to leave my family, especially my Dad. I miss him the most when I'm gone. I don't here from him very often because he's giving me my space and freedom, but I love it when he does call me. Also, one of my dear friends is going through some things.......and I can't stand to leave and not be able to be here for her. I can do my best while I'm gone, but I can't stand not actually being there for her. :( I don't know what all is going on, but I want to be there for her as much as possible. And I can't stand leaving my other friends too....cause I can't actually BE there for them when they are going through hard times. Downsides of college, of going away, is that I can't BE there for my friends. :)
Well, I guess that's all I have to say for today. Hopefully, I'll write again before I go back home.
Love you all!!!
~Katie Grace~
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- My name is Katherine Grace, but most people just call me Katie. :D One of my dear friends has a blog too, and she has inspired me to start one. I just want to be able to share my thoughts and my adventures of this life with others. ^_^
KATIE!!!!!!!!! I love you, and college is hard (I wouldn't personally know.) But God has everything planned out for you, and thanks for everything lovely friend of mine. :)
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